swimming with zong yao!!

got a call early in the morning its from zong yao.. asking mi have i woke up liao.. btw zong yao is my cousin.. OMG!! i'm so tired lar.. but i promise him tat i will bring him to the swimming pool today.. no choise have to get my lazy ass out of the bed liao.. spending the afternoon swimming wif zong yao is quite fun.. just let the photo do the talking ba..

cam whoring!! haha..

good water massage..

isn't he cute?? act only lar..

guess whose legs is this??

blocking the water from shooting out.. sound so wrong.. haha..

two most handsome guy on earth.. haha.. don jealous lar..

splash!!

spot zong yao..

little mermaid..

look like mi right?? haha.. but i more handsome lar..

snap shot..

i donno y he look so sad.. i did not scold him.. i just beat him only.. haha..

wow.. we seems to have a lot of fun in the pool.. i told him i will bring him go every saturday or sunday.. omg.. i shouldn't have say tat.. donno how long can i last.. waking up early in the morning on a saturday.. tats like living in hell.. haha.. but i will still do wad i have said.. see u next week zong yao.. and its time for some sleep now.. bye..

wish u Happy Birthday!!!

all i can do is to wish u Happy Birthday.. i really donno wad else to say.. but hope u will enjoy ur special day.. may all ur wish come true.. take care.. don forget i'll always be there for u.. this birthday song is specially for u..

"Happy Birthday to U!!! Happy Birthday to U!!!

Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday......

Happy Birthday to My ONLY LOVE!!!"

this is all i can do for u.. have a great day..

F1!!!!!!!!!!

people mountain people sea..

today went to see the F1 race with my biao yi.. so many ppl was in city hall lor.. most importantly is tat my biao yi make mi wait for 40 mins in the station.. i'm like a stupid ass standing there waiting for her.. omg!! girls are soooooooo slow..

smilezzz..

the ang mo behind so rude.. think its his home ar..

broommmmmmmmmm!!!

we left early to avoid the ending crowd.. but we have to walk a very long way to city hall mrt.. its like so stupid lor.. walk walk and more walk.. this F1 experience is so boring.. but at least i got to see the F1 car lar.. broommmmmmm!!!

想說!!!

好想能守候在您的身旁
您温柔的眼光阻挡着忧伤
好想能停泊在您的海港
让船儿一直停放永不再出航
我在每一个漆黑夜晚独自忧伤
害怕这思念却无法伪装
我在每一个破晓黎明等待着天亮
等待您给我不灭的火光
心里有话想说心里的痛您懂
有太多太多的情感覆水难收
心里有话想说心里的痛您懂
我不愿埋怨的泪水已经没有尽头
好想能守候在您的身旁
您温柔的眼光阻挡着忧伤
好想能停泊在您的海港
让船儿一直停放永不再出航
我在每一个漆黑夜晚独自忧伤
害怕这思念却无法伪装
我在每一个破晓黎明等待着天亮
等待您给我不灭的火光
心里有话想说心里的痛您懂
有太多太多的情感覆水难收
心里有话想说心里的痛您懂
我不愿埋怨的泪水已经没有尽头
心里有话想说心里的痛您懂
有太多太多的情感覆水难收
心里有话想说心里的痛您懂
我不愿埋怨的泪水已经没有尽头

movie marathon!!!

today i watch the movie "phobia 2" at 4.20pm.. hahahahahahaha.. its a horror movie.. but donnod y i cannot stop laughing.. my biao yi said i'm crazy.. but i really think its damn funny lar.. its not a bad show though.. i really love the last part.. it makes the whole cinema laugh.. i give the movie 3 out of 5 stars for funny.. 2 out of 5 stars for scary.. booooooooooo..

are u scared?? haha..

after the movie.. we went for dinner at carl's jr.. i wanted to eat subway de.. but she wan to eat carl's jr.. no choice lor.. she my biao yi ma.. have to respect elderly.. haha.. lol.. right anot BIAO YI!!! hello biao yi.. u are worldwide.. hehehe.. for ur info.. she is just 23.. one year older than mi.. ops..(she will kill mi if she see wad i write..)

cam whoring!!

my finished ice tea..(without ice)

dai yan ren of "Carl's Jr".. haha..

wad a mess!!

after the dinner.. we meet ser jing at ps for another movie.. we watch "the ugly truth" at 11.55pm.. its a really damn funny show this time.. its all abt relationship between man and woman.. its quite true wad they in the show.. but something makes mi very piss off.. its a NC 16 show.. but when we are entering the cinema.. the person ask for our IC.. but when i wanted to show him my IC he said.. "no no.. not urs.. just the two of them only.." WAD THE HELL!!! he just wan to check my biao yi and ser jing IC.. plssssssss.. i'm the youngest amongs them lar.. the person is just totally BLIND!!! ARGH!!! do i look tat old.. sob sob.. a part from this.. i give the movie 4 out of 5 stars..

the love guru..

overall today was a happy day.. i had so much fun watching movie.. thanks biao yi and ser jing for the accompany.. but i still feel sad abt wad the person said to mi.. i will nv forget him.. haha.. lol.. gtg.. ciao..

SICK!!!!!!!!!

wa!!!!!!!!!! so sick today.. cannot even talk.. i hate the feeling of getting sick.. he i wish i can shout now.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! went to see the doctor.. so expensive lor.. $39.60.. no choice.. have to go see.. mummy nagging liao.. haha.. cannot even talk to the doctor.. have to use write de.. having sore throat is like hell lor..

mask rider.. haha..

waiting......

the door of hell..

after seeing doctor.. i meet my biao yi for lunch.. a lot of things cannot eat.. sian.. hate it.. i only can eat porridge.. and wadever i eat also no taste de.. i wish can faster get well.. so i can get out from the hell.. jia you bernard..

disappointed!!!

whenever my phone got a call or a sms.. i will always hope tat it would be u.. but it will not be.. it makes mi so disappointed.. i donno wad to say but just keep everything to myself.. i have to laugh and joke in front of my frens.. the feeling of having to hide ur sadness and not show it out is very difficult.. but i have to.. the bernard my frens know is happy go lucky.. joker.. funny.. just have to hide all my sadness and emo.. hate being alone at night.. it makes mi think of u.. nvm lar.. i know u are busy.. just take care.. hope u will be fine.. i'll be there for u everytime u need mi.. just let mi know..

i really wan to run to you!!!

I know that when you look at me
There's so much that you just don't see
But if you would only take the time
I know in my heart you'd find
A girl who's scared sometimes
Who isn't always strong
Can't you see the hurt in me?
I feel so all alone
I wanna run to you (oooh)
I wanna run to you (oooh)
Won't you hold me in your arms
And keep me safe from harm
I wanna run to you (oooh)
But if I come to you (oooh)
Tell me, will you stay or will you run away
Each day, each day I play the role
Of someone always in control
But at night I come home and turn the key
There's nobody there, no one cares for me
What's the sense of trying hard to find your dreams
Without someone to share it with
Tell me what does it mean?
I wanna run to you (oooh)
I wanna run to you (oooh)
Won't you hold me in your arms
And keep me safe from harm
I wanna run to you (oooh)
But if I come to you (oooh)
Tell me, will you stay or will you run away
run away
I need you here
I need you here to wipe away my tears
To kiss away my fears
If you only knew how much...
I wanna run to you (oooh)
I wanna run to you (oooh)
Won't you hold me in your arms
And keep me safe from harm
I wanna run to you (oooh)
But if I come to you (oooh)
Tell me, will you stay or will you run away

am i irritating??

i noe u are finding mi irritating liao.. its ok lar.. i know its all my fault.. i don blame u.. i just hope u will be happy.. if u found someone better just go for it.. don have to worry abt mi.. i'll be just fine.. but u must let mi know.. so i can be happy for u.. i will wish u all the best de.. being hurt is nth to mi liao.. i'm just use to it liao.. hope tat everything goes well for u.. jia you.. good luck.. and take care of urself.. health is more important.. i know tat i'm not a good guy.. i don treat u good enough.. maybe someone can do better than mi.. but no matter wad i will always love u..

how long can i do this??

its so difficult to force yourself to laugh and smile in front of ur friends.. even thought u are feeling very down.. but i just cannot show it out.. i have to hide everything unhappy inside of mi.. i really donno how long can i do this.. everyone know mi as a happy person.. no one know how i really feel.. i feel so fake now.. haiz.. crying for mi now is no use liao.. no point crying.. it will not change anything.. i only can use work and school to numb myself now.. trying very hard not to think too much.. no matter wad.. i will not show my sad side to my friends and family.. i will not wan them to worry abt mi.. are u thinking of mi?? are u missing mi?? i donno if u do?? but i know i really do.. and its a lot.. haiz.. "Bernard Lee Ming Kai.. time will heals.. just take some time.. jia you.."